Love Me or Leave Me Alone 3 by Mock Nikisha

Author:Mock, Nikisha [Mock, Nikisha]
Language: eng
Format: azw3
Publisher: True Visions Publications
Published: 2015-03-31T04:00:00+00:00

Chapter 15

Ciara

When I got home, all I wanted to do was crash. Jay had been blowing my phone up and so had Darren. I realized that I hadn’t really talked to Darren since I found out I was pregnant and honestly, now was not the time for me to talk to him. I decided to turn my phone off and deal with all of that tomorrow. I knew Jay had bumped his damn head for even thinking about calling my phone. I made a mental note to block his number as soon as I woke up.

Everything that had happened tonight was crazy. I tried to jump on Jay as if I could really beat him. Eva had caught Tyler with another woman. I think we were all thrown off by that one. The man put a ring on her finger. Didn’t that matter to him at all? I really didn’t see that one coming and I know my girl didn’t.

There are some truly scandalous women out there but these men never cease to freaking amaze me. People need to go back to when we were kids and remember the real marriages that many of the old folks had. How many people did we know that had parents and grandparents that had been married for longer than we had been alive? Even through all the bad times, they still made it work and they valued family. Nowadays people disregard other people’s feelings and do whatever the hell they want too without considering the hearts they were breaking and the lives they were ruining.

I rubbed my stomach at that moment and realized that I had no business bringing another life into this world when I didn’t even know what I wanted to do with my own life. It wasn’t fair and I knew it but I made up my mind right then and there that I wasn’t going to have this baby. I never thought I would ever be in a position to want to have an abortion but right now, I really didn’t feel like I had a choice. I cried and cried and then I cried some more. I felt dizzy and then I felt like I was having a panic attack.

This was all so damn unreal! I wasn’t going to be cliché and wonder why me because I knew why me. Nobody forced me to do anything so I knew what the chances were that I could get pregnant. I always thought it would be me and Jay raising a family and living happily ever after and me. I really hated Jay now. I don’t know how I almost fell back into that nonsense with him. Whatever it was is truly a wrap now though. Jay showed his true colors one too many times and now I finally believed him. He was never the man for me and I should have known that but blame it on my foolish heart.

Darren had his own situation he needed to deal with. No.

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